Friday, February 24, 2006
i made up mi mind le
no matter next time whu saes wad
i will oso nt giv in le
i feel quite cheated
im nt gonna b so stupid as 2 fall 4 da same trick 3 times
no way man... im much better den tt
tis time im so damn stupid lo
y let it happen a 2nd time... i seriously duno
everything was fine until tt came along n den stirred up sum things in mi
bt den nw tt thing left again
im nt gonna b tt stupid as 2 fall again
it's confirmed le
bt den nw i gotta go thru tt phase of puttin down again
so irritatin!! sumtime i realli hate miself
i hope tt thr is a kind of potion or sum kinda of machine tt can erase part of the memories de
like tis i no nd 2 even go thru da phase lo
i wanna delete all da bad memories nw!!
serious in nd of it
tis type of things is nt gonna happen 2 mi again cux i will b more stringent le
in da rest of mi remainin life
i will onli make sure tt gd things happen 2 mi
nt bad things
i tink i mux learn 2 put down bad memories lo
im alwaes like tt
i alwaes giv in easily
n i oso duno y i alwaes believe tt everyone is nice n kind unless otherwise proven
so wadeva they sae i will sortta believe
is tt gullible?? yes i tink it is
i alwaes sae mi sis gullible
nw retribution le
er... i tink nobody will b able 2 understand tis entry
bt den oso neber mind larx
those whu dun understand can ask mi larx
bt den nt confirm if i will tell u de... hees
i mux b more stringent nw
cannt tell every single thing 2 anione whu ask le
mux b more careful
i kena so many times le
dun wanna kena it again
aniwae... hope tt tml da ttp will turn out fine
hope tt mi holy lord will bless mi!!! thanks!!
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